Empty Arms

There are many words that describe what I've been feeling lately: pain, hopefulness, blessed, broken, but most remarkable is surrender.

I must surrender my hurt, disappointment, joys, conflicts, marriage, and finances to the Lord daily, but sometimes the most difficult surrender is hopes and dreams. 


I was sorely reminded of that surrender this morning as I sat waiting in prayer for my sister-in-law to give birth. It is here where I find my hopes and dreams shattered. My husband and I have tried for years to have a baby. However, numerous miscarriages have left us with empty arms. 

This year marks another ache knowing that my physical body is as broken as my heart. In the wonder and tumult of this day - my empty arms yearn for the touch of our own baby.


It has been months of ultrasound pictures and little movies, the baby shower, long talks about the baby to come and knowing my sister-in-law's anticipation and excitement. As moved as I am to be an aunt, the feeling is reminiscent of the saying "Always a bridesmaid and never a bride" except mine says "Always an aunt and never a mom."


I hunger for the passion and wonder of God's glory and hand in the creation of a new soul entering this world. 

As I sit here this morning praying for my sister-in-law and nephew, I am reminded to remain on my knees pleading that the Father will take my hopes and dreams and turn them into His glory. 

As the tears escape my eyes and an overwhelming sense of brokenness fills my heart, I know that I can stand on the promise that the Lord has a plan for my life and the life of my husband.


Do I know that plan? Not at all, but I pray for the chance to hear the word "Mommy" spoken into my ear by a little voice who looks to me for love, affection, and acceptance in this world. One I can share the love of Jesus with and teach them that only He can fill the hopes and dreams of their heart.

Lori Weishaupt has been married for 13 years to Brian. She is a proud aunt of 5 nephews and 3 nieces. 


She is honored to serve the Lord and love her whole family with great passion. 


If you would like to contact Lori, you can email her at Mhen54@aol.com 

Domestically Divine Tuesday: Homemaking Link-Up

Nancy Campbell and Above Rubies Magazine  recently contacted me and asked if they could feature one of my birth stories in their latest issue.

Above Rubies is one of my favorite magazines and has encouraged my walk as a mother for many years. I remember stating to a friend one day that I would write an article for Above Rubies and encourage other mothers with my story. She brushed me off with a look that implied my dream was too lofty.

My friend's impression did not bother me because I knew what God wanted me to do.

My current dream is to write a book, but this has been difficult to begin. Main reason:

I'm on the wrong channel. I'm not tuned into God.

I wonder how many times I've missed God speaking because I'm too busy listening to others speak about writing formulas, having your own platform, publishing, design, social media, and the right connections.

Why can't you understand what I am saying? It is because you are unable to do so! John 8:43

Stay tuned to God's channel so you can hear His every word. Ann Voskamp




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